The last week was a wild ride. We had a bunch of guests in town for Nick's senior night. My dad became very ill & we called an ambulance. He ended up being okay, but missed Nick's big event, which he was incredibly sad about. Nick's senior night was awesome, and I'm so grateful for our family & friends who helped us celebrate. On the flip side, I feel so lucky that my parents are both very healthy at 70+, and active grandparents. Very blessed that this was a minor issue.
After everyone left, we headed out on a ski trip (Nick was planning to stay with a ton of friends/a few sets of parents) & M & I were going to have a belated mini Valentines trip at a hotel nearby. Nick ended up being really sick & staying with us in a hotel room designed for two. Heading home wasn't really an option, because sitting up in the car made him vomit. So, he slept in our room while we mostly hung out in the lobby. He's super devastated that he missed this final ski trip with his buddies. He's also recovering well. We also have ski passes we didn't use, and the money wasted burns a bit, but sometimes there's just not much you can do.
I'm finding myself in a bit of a funk. I've been without a job for almost a year, and while that has been amazing in many ways, I need to develop better habits & routines. I'd like to find some sort of paid employment (my part-time job starts in April, which I think will be really helpful). I've lost some of my "mojo" & feel my motivation for many things waning a bit.
Anyway, I think I'll give myself until the end of this week, because last week was A LOT, and then figure out what steps I want to put in place to "find" my motivation again.
Just wanted to check in, as it's been awhile. Hope everyone is doing well!
Sending good mojo vibes your way. Glad you checked in and glad your parents are healthy and your Dad and Nick are both OK.
ReplyDeleteFor someone who had such a high-level job, not having one can be a real burn to one's ego. Don't do that to yourself, (here I am lecturing:)) You are a brilliant woman and a great mother. You spent the last year very involved with your son's life and you will never get that back or be able to pay for those memories. Yikes! Having just left Brundage where tickets were over $100 a day, I can say that is a burn on the finances. Poor Nick and papa. There is a violent stomach bug going around here. About routines.... I am still struggling so we are in this together.
ReplyDeleteGlad your dad and Nick are ok! So sorry about the money lost on the ski passes but I totally understand about losing money on a trip. My recent early departure flight from visiting family bc of weather issues still bites. I hope and pray you find a job you like and that isn’t too stressful. Cindy in the South
ReplyDeleteSometimes a change is the best way to get one's mojo back. I can only imagine how hard being unemployed right now is. I am so glad that your part time job is starting soon. Have you ever considered setting up your own business in helping people manage their money? I ask because you do exceedingly well managing your own.
ReplyDeleteGod bless.
Your life has changed a lot in a year and a little but of a funk is bound to happen. You will find your way, meanwhile enjoy the way things are going.
ReplyDeleteThank goodness your dad was ok, but poor Nick. You've done good things with your year after working such long hours and travel in the past. You'll find your rhythm.
ReplyDeleteYour week was a lot! Glad that everyone is over the worst. No fun at all when plans go sideways.
ReplyDeleteI wish you luck on the job hunt. Maybe the part time might be enough?
Your mojo is still there I think! It’s not easy juggling autoimmune issues, teens and family and life. Maybe you need a week of Hawaii before your part time starts!?
Be good to yourself.